A Deal with Friend

Few days ago I was online with "38" Michelle Lee. I brought out a deal with "LC" panda about those who get good result must treat each other eat. Is that cool~~~~ 

Michelle say if i get result above 75 mark, she will treat me eat ice-cream. She so stingy rite? She asked me to jaga her pocket money, dont't waste so much of her money. T.T If she get distinction, she asked me to treat her go JOGAYAH and eat at there. Walau, Michelle Mei Mei you don't need to help me jaga pocket money ???

Actually why I brought up a deal with "38" Michelle? The answer is like just a motivation for both of us to work harder. Michelle do you agree?

Oh, ya Michelle how was ur exam????tell me ya, I am very concern about your exam.

Give you a big KISS(MuackSssss~~~)

Give up

I want to give up everything. I dont want to think about future. I want become a kid forever. Become a kid I dont need to think, and I dont have "HARD" and "DIFFICULT"words in my life.

Sometimes I really want to be alone. Put down everything,go out travel and explore the world. I want to see how they live, how they love their family, how they suffer, how they hate other people, why they war, why they are so self fish, why they can harm their family and friend. I want to know the reasons. 

Now I am emo, dont feel to write anything, just want to be alone~~~

Damn Sad~~~

Since 2.30pm I started be upset, because my result just get pass only. I know what is my problem, I know why I can't get good result and I know why other people result is better than me.   Everytime last minute I just wanted to do revision, last minute did assignment, last minute asked for consultation, and last minute did everything.  The reason why I did all the things last minute, because I am a lazy girl. For others people lazy is not a reason, it just I don't want to put effort in my study. I feel very sad that I was wasted so much money for the study fees, but I cant get good result as well. I don't have motivation, I need my grandma to support me. Grandma so sorry, everytime I dissapointed you again and again, I am a useless grandchild.Grandma please forgive me.  Grandma I really don't know what to do, I just need you at my side forever. I love you grandma.