A Deal with Friend

Few days ago I was online with "38" Michelle Lee. I brought out a deal with "LC" panda about those who get good result must treat each other eat. Is that cool~~~~ 

Michelle say if i get result above 75 mark, she will treat me eat ice-cream. She so stingy rite? She asked me to jaga her pocket money, dont't waste so much of her money. T.T If she get distinction, she asked me to treat her go JOGAYAH and eat at there. Walau, Michelle Mei Mei you don't need to help me jaga pocket money ???

Actually why I brought up a deal with "38" Michelle? The answer is like just a motivation for both of us to work harder. Michelle do you agree?

Oh, ya Michelle how was ur exam????tell me ya, I am very concern about your exam.

Give you a big KISS(MuackSssss~~~)

Give up

I want to give up everything. I dont want to think about future. I want become a kid forever. Become a kid I dont need to think, and I dont have "HARD" and "DIFFICULT"words in my life.

Sometimes I really want to be alone. Put down everything,go out travel and explore the world. I want to see how they live, how they love their family, how they suffer, how they hate other people, why they war, why they are so self fish, why they can harm their family and friend. I want to know the reasons. 

Now I am emo, dont feel to write anything, just want to be alone~~~

Damn Sad~~~

Since 2.30pm I started be upset, because my result just get pass only. I know what is my problem, I know why I can't get good result and I know why other people result is better than me.   Everytime last minute I just wanted to do revision, last minute did assignment, last minute asked for consultation, and last minute did everything.  The reason why I did all the things last minute, because I am a lazy girl. For others people lazy is not a reason, it just I don't want to put effort in my study. I feel very sad that I was wasted so much money for the study fees, but I cant get good result as well. I don't have motivation, I need my grandma to support me. Grandma so sorry, everytime I dissapointed you again and again, I am a useless grandchild.Grandma please forgive me.  Grandma I really don't know what to do, I just need you at my side forever. I love you grandma. 

Assessment Day

Haha, come back to the story again. After the interview. I had to wait the email whether I have passed the interview or not. On 18 Feb 2009, I had received Email from Michelle lee, the Email write that:

CONGRATULATIONS!!

You have passed the first round of interview and you are one step closer to becoming an AIESEC TUC Member.

The next step would be to attend ASSESSMENT DAY.

Please note that it is compulsory to attend Assessment Day as this will be your last chance to prove to us why we should select you to as a member of AIESEC TUC. To those who cannot make it, the chances of you becoming a member will be lesser than those who attended the event.

Friends, do you think I will attend. The answer is, of cause Yes lah. The oppurnity is given to me, why I still think so much. Cancel all the entertainment plan and go for assessment day. :)

21 feb 2009  I was attend assessment day at Taylor's Main Campus MPH.I had see one stranger come out on the stage given us a talk. (She is AIESEcer also) Firstly we have a test, call team player. Test you whether you are a great team player, good team player and bad team player.  After the test done, my result was I am a good team player, but I still satify with it. :) -end of first part session-

What we do in the next round was build a tower, we had to manage to get which group we are. I was under peggy and catherine group again. (Happy) I will post a picture and to let u all know who is my group members. I think had 10 people in each group. We had to choose who become builder, merchant and warrior. what was builder do is build the tower, warrior is protect the tower, and merchant is bought the stuffs and trade stuffs to make money. During building the tower, I had learn what is teamwork, listen and accept people ideas and also creative to make a tower. Kenny is a engenerring student, he the one who build the founded of the tower. What I do was listen my group members ideas and follow what they ask me to do. :(  Can see I am a quiet, no ideas, and no creative person during the build tower session. :( -end of second part session-

Next part is we given us 10 roles, profile of the person, and the story was about "you have just received the information that meteorite is going to hit the earth in a week time. there is only one shelter that can save the humankind but only 4 people can fit into it. the time the group will have to spend in the shelter is 4 weeks. you have just met, not knowing each other; you come from different social and culturla backgrounds". After we chose which role we want, then we have to argue with group members and which 4 role should survice. Michelle told me that, there is not answer for it, just based on how we argue and defend ourselve. This was the role I had chose maid, 20 years old, living in poor family and is a single mother and bla bla~~~~Tell you all my experience was I don't know how to defend and argue my role.  I have no ideas to  argue my role and is very difficult to argue my role.  
 

Last part for my assesment day is about pbox discussion, discussed about world issues, and we have to plan a project and get interns to execute the plan. I can say is my group member really come out alot of ideas, especially Ibrahim. I don't know why his brain was thinking and why he can come out alot of ideas??? I was very very quiet in this session. but at last I had just come out what are the benefits to get interns coming. 

What I want to say about this assessment day are, I really had learned alot of things during every sessions. My weakness is I don't dare to spoke out my ideas, I had lack of confident, I scared people are look down on my skills and my communication,but don't know why I still don't want to change myself. 

 

Induction Conference Pictures

First Interview in My Life~~~

What so interesting about my first interview??? Are you all want to know? let's read my First Interview in My Life =.="( lame).  What interview I had make, of cause is AIESEC interview. I will talk about my long long story first, then I will just come back to my first interview in my life. Firstly, I know AIESEC was from one of the commitee member, his name call Alvin, he was promoted me what is AIESEC doing, what are the benefits to join AIESEC and the most important is he say we will going to have interview. (get shock probably) After his explained everything, I replied back, I will go back and think about it.(end of 1st story)

I had short memory again, I don't know which day is ECA day. Chen mei, michelle and me went to Taylor's main campus to look for the club. In my mine, I just want to join AIESEC and music club. As I want to say, AIESEC is the first club make me want to join their club.  (Michelle Lee Happy Onot?) I still remember AIESEC promoted at cafeteria, but I forgot who I sign up with. if I not mistaken,I think should be Whit-Ni. For me she is a pretty girl in AIESEC. After sign up, AIESECer ask me to pay RM10. I like what~~~~~I was think that I haven't pass my interview I had to pay RM10. (end of story 2)

After few days ago, I had received email fromAIESEC. AIESEC ask me to attend WALAU-WEH and Induction Conference . WALAU-WEH is on 6 Feb 2009 and Introduction conference is on 7 FEb 2009. I totally forgot what was WALAU-WEH doing. I only remember what Induction Conference was doing. Introduction Conference was about introduce what is AIESEC, Currently which University have AIESEC, what is AIESEC structure, what AIESEC doing, what is our expectation from AIESEC, intoduce AIESEC culture, Some dance to make us energentic, and what Team 09  postion is and do. We have a lunch break after the 1st part session, and the last part session I didn't attend because I have exam on 9 Feb 2009.  we had been told Vincet to let Chen Mei, Michelle, and me go. Vincent ask us to fill the form which day we can go for the interview. (last story)

Now I going to go in my topic is FIRST INTERVIEW IN MY LIFE. Sorry to make you all so bored about my blog, but I'm excited to write about my first interview. First I had arrived TBS, use lift to level 7, and waiting for my turn. As I thought inteview is 1 V.S 1, but is not is 2 V.S. 1 and the interviewer i thought is Michelle Lee and Whit-Ni, but actually is Catherine and Peggy. Walau, so nervous, panic, brain are empty, and don't know what they going to ask me. First me are greet with peggy and last is catherine, because i don't know what is her name( don't let catherine know). please help me keep the secret ya~~~~ I still remember the first question is why you want to join AIESEC, and the most funny question for me is do u have a pet??? Can I know why will ask a this type of question? any related with AIESEC? In the half way I was cried during the interview. So embrassed. I am too nervous plus my communication is not that good. Basically is my English is so poor, and u all can see alot of grammar mistakes, but doesn't matter at least I try to write.  After the interview I was asked myself why am  I cried? But is pass already. later I will write about assesment day. So today I will stop here 1st. 

GUNG HO (Very Semangat)

Since 4 month I never update my blog!!! Why suddenly I so semangat to updating my blog, because of AIESEC. AIESEC make me feel that is worth to write everything in my blog~~~~What is AIESEC, difficult to explain in my blog....If you want to know more about AIESEC, come to ask me. I am willing, free and welcome to tell you about that. 

I going to write about first interview in my life, assesment day, and Leadership Development Seminar.